2012 had ended...
Now, it is a brand new year --> mr.2013
I thought that all those bad luck will be gone when i step in this year,
Yet, it seems still continue...
Just feeling cant cheer up for this few days...
Bad lucks, bad feelings, everything bad seems nonstop happen..
Study:
Postgraduate really a tough job
Enough relax in school and time to work hard..
Gonna learn alot of things..
Every little things that can b ignore in degree life bcomes so important right now..
So stress with the responsibility..
It just not a simple case that done the work and pass up..
U have to take responsible for all of the work..
I hate this feel!
And,
My phd application still in review..
4months+!!!
so many ppl apply and only my application lost in somewhere and gonna resent the application!!
Why this thing kena but loteri dun let me kena?!!
Personal:
Is reducing weight recently..
But, my hair..
Haiz..
Permed curly but still straight
Those i hope them is straight then they are curly..
Wtf is going on?
My fringe freaking curly when i hope it is straight..
My back hair i show him the photo i want to b but not same at all and not curly at all!!
Waste my rm120!!! Argh!!!
Such a freaking ugly geli hair!!
What can i do now with it?!! T_T
( fuck insect stop bite me and disturb me right now!!!! $&@€£¥#%)
Cyl, pls stop minding your appearance!!
Friends:
About him,
Dunno what to said..
Freaking sad with it..
It just happen too near to me..
Too sudden..
Still cant accept it..
And others,
Hope can controlling myself not to bother others ppl business..
They dun min with their things why i so geh po go worry them?
不要再让自己的好太便宜太卑贱！
Health, family, love:
Luckily everythng still fine with it..
Mummy is keep on finding info about house..
I think he wanna buy a property as soon as possible..
But i still feeling future not too obvious..
Those cant confirm thing is really making me no 安全感 to use so much money and buy a house here..
I worry next tm dunno work at where..
But at penang later work at perak?
But if me work at perak then mummy also hard to fd work suit him atthere ba..
Then i shud change my ideal place of work due to him right?
Money:
I found that my 理财能力 so bad..
Always dunno my money put where..
Dunno how much money did i had..
And use money like water especially now the month before cny!!
Haiz..
Freaking lot things to be fan..
My hair ah!!! I seriously dunno what can do with it!!! Why wanna perm?! Fuck!!! Making rebonding as usual mar good lor!! Now?! Nice!! Like bird nest!! T_T
Haiz..
God, when can happen something make me cheer up pls?!
When the bad luck is going to end??