心郁郁~

有的人舍得花钱在那些东西身上
即便不是很有钱~

可是我懂我自己
就算有人给我钱请我去我也未必舍得花那些钱~

所以呢
不是有钱就开心
也在乎你舍不舍得~

我想啊~
可是我不舍得阿~
唉哟~
心郁郁~

9点课！我顶你~

唉
好讨厌早上的课哦
是西北早
9点~
一星期三天
是连续三天那种
哇靠的才好
想到我就真的显掉啊~

才开学没几几久已经每天迟到了
因为我超不想去阿
所以每次在最后关头才肯起床
硬着头皮去上课！
我的妈！
我想到整个sem这样就想死啊~
噢~
他妈的，
是一年啊！
因为那个earlybird下个学期又有教我啊~
我顶~

我behtahan阿~
你说你是早鸟
可是我是夜猫咧大佬
唉~
这样上课
一天一两堂课感觉就已经累过以前三四堂课了
早上9点一堂
晚上8点一堂
我早上放学回去又觉得很累想睡
晚上放学回去又12点多就想到明天9点课所以又逼自己睡
酱我整个学期真的变猪料咯~
唉~
人家这么勤力我就这么勤力睡觉
不幸运都赢我啦！
（哈哈哈！有心人就知道我在讲什么了...)

总结：
看我几时开始每天翘课吧
我不翘课就我就身和心疲惫死...
二选一~

早起的虫儿会被鸟吃啊~
XD

argh...im not clever.....

haiz...
quite stress?
i think is so suffer...

bcoz that is many basic thing
that i really not gud in...
haiz....
my basic is nothing...
even blackbody radiation,photoelectric effect i also cant really know what is them...
i mean i did forget them already...
so basic thing also can forget...
it juz same as 1+1=2 i also can forget...
>.<

i did score quite well at exam,
but im not clever
there are many ppl more clever than me
i can score better than them coz my brain functioning quite well in MEMORISING~
everything in studies i can force myself to memorise without understanding them...
i always feel it is quite good (juz when study)
but always make me so stress n so suffer when a whole brand new semester has start
coz i already forget all those thing after exam
and
im gonna to put in all of them into my brain again...
ask me thing now i cant answer anything
feel that im a stupid...
>.<

matrix and cross vector i can forget...
what is my basic actually?
F=ma?
that the maximum i think...
>.<
wow~
terrible.....
how do i go work nex tm?
like no any knowledge in physics area...
will kena scold 99 for it ba~

stress!!!

不要随便帮我下定论！

当你不了解一个人
不要妄自下评论
大多数不代表全部
你看到的只是表面而不是事实的全部

但，
当然你要这样想我也不会阻止你的
也不想解释
因为
我说了我不是
但你还不相信
那你爱怎么想就怎么想吧
我不会解释
因为解释等于掩饰嘛

你又不是很了解我的生活
也不是很了解我的人我的性格
不是每件事都要做出面才是的～

算了，
了解我的人会了解我的，
就算没有人了解
也至少有他懂得事实的全部！

你一定没有听过我叫做
“不茶煲的煜林”
XD
所以其他女生爱做的事不代表我也爱做
你认为她们是这样不代表我也是～
因为我不茶煲～
哈哈！

i dare and willing do for it,
but what and which is better for it?
hmmmmmmmmm,
i decide for it already lar!!!!!

my rambutan hair~

well,

u do did a gud job in making my hair become so nipis

but ur shit action will never ever cover back with it!!!!

WTF u cutting my hair such as a rambutan?

it is juz too shit...

i dunno how to comb my hair anymore

and when i face the mirror i do more n more hate u and me as well

do hate myself why given a second chance to let u spoil my hair...

i wana nipis oni u no nid cut like that one~

daniel wong still said u say wanna nipis then cut like this

but in whole of my life and few hundred tms i asking to cut nipis also wont happen this shit thing,

why cn u did?

u juz too great!!!

how long i gonna wait my hair to be longer?

how long i gonna facing this shit rambutan head?

i totally cant control myself to find u argue if and if tomoro im free~

yt,

u r in gud luck coz tomoro im going to kl

and if my mood not yt change to gud

or i still not yt find a solution to comb my hair when i cum bec

then the first thing i done when i reach penang would be find u and thank you you so so much until wanna kiss u man!!!

so gud,

im waiting so long to this trip and so excited to it

but at this moment all my good mood is totally disappear when i facing the mirror~

good job to you!!!

even wong daniel look at my hair also will laughing at me i really dunno hw do others will react with it...

it is juz excellent to give me such a september fool!!!!

T.T

materialistic~

怎么围绕着我的人好像都很拜金啊？
没钱就真的什么都不能吗？
连介绍朋友给我认识也注明说“他很有钱的”
好像说我该认识他因为他有钱
不然就有人说这个人有什么问题什么问题以后不能赚大钱给我的
所以我不应该跟他拍拖

钱钱钱钱钱～
没钱就不能？
没钱是不能
但没大钱不是不能的～
说介绍有钱人给我
人家这么有钱就会看上我吗？
又不是美
又不是高

有时你选人时别人也在选你
你觉得别人高攀不起你
你自己也是高攀不起别人
所以爱情没有什么高攀的
不要用金钱来决定一切～

还好在那一刻
我爸说了一句：
有钱未必好，
对她好才重要
要钱我女儿会自己赚
不用委屈自己跟别人拿～
我爸不是最好的
可是他永远给予我足够的自由...

看到有一句话很有感觉，很喜欢
“我不想嫁入豪门，因为我就是豪门”
哈哈～