argh...im not clever.....

haiz...
quite stress?
i think is so suffer...

bcoz that is many basic thing
that i really not gud in...
haiz....
my basic is nothing...
even blackbody radiation,photoelectric effect i also cant really know what is them...
i mean i did forget them already...
so basic thing also can forget...
it juz same as 1+1=2 i also can forget...
>.<

i did score quite well at exam,
but im not clever
there are many ppl more clever than me
i can score better than them coz my brain functioning quite well in MEMORISING~
everything in studies i can force myself to memorise without understanding them...
i always feel it is quite good (juz when study)
but always make me so stress n so suffer when a whole brand new semester has start
coz i already forget all those thing after exam
and
im gonna to put in all of them into my brain again...
ask me thing now i cant answer anything
feel that im a stupid...
>.<

matrix and cross vector i can forget...
what is my basic actually?
F=ma?
that the maximum i think...
>.<
wow~
terrible.....
how do i go work nex tm?
like no any knowledge in physics area...
will kena scold 99 for it ba~

stress!!!