i might lost him in future...

sigh!

i maybe gonna live without him next time,

he maybe will not work at penang next time,

i gonna start to be independent

i cant depend on him too much le...

='(

he teach me how to use washing machine today

since i never use it before

and always keep saying he is here i no need learn how to use it

but,

i have to learn it from today...

he ask me,

if he is not working at penang then me how

i said,

i dunwan to hear, stop telling it to me

and on the way to home,

i feel like wanna cry out....

yet,

i tahan it,

i have to be stronger and inpendent isnt it?

i cant cry...

he said,

maybe i will forget to eat,

maybe i will not wash my clothes...

ya,

i think this is my life without him,

cant seriously have a schedule life...

it sound so bad and so geli isnt it?

so,

i think it is the time to be independent and be stronger...

='(