wat to read?

who cn tell me wat to reach in this few days?
there is 4tests in nex nex week...
but no study at all this few days n juz watch drama...
feel guilty...

but,
duno wat cn i read...
who can help me choose one pls~

statistical mechanics:
sibeh boring n hard

microprocessor:
have heart read de but not text book...
have text book de part ady finish read jor...
read slide is sibeh short like no meaning

instrumentation:
i dun plan to read detail...
juz to copy it but sibeh long to copy...
test1+ test2 also shorter than test 3 de thing alone...
(blame someone~~~><)
half book copy to 3paper?
i really duno how to summarize it so i duno how to copy it now lar

haiz~
so in conclusion wat cn i read?
watch liao 9episode drama again~

3months project

tata~
have a final answer ady~
it is 3months

嘿
算咯
要我做三个月
我老师说现在做了以后final year project就可以eng eng脚看别人忙哦
LOL

算啦
已经比别人四个月的好多了
不要贪~

赫赫~
今天我很+ve thinking噢~
not bad~

今天看到一件事
才觉悟到如果你慢慢走的话很多人已经不知不觉的超越你了
所以我是时候追回来了
不要失去我已经得到的东西哦
对于这些事
我是不会“等到失去了才珍惜的~”
是我的我不会给别人~
哈哈~

加油！

gud news or bad news?

嘿~
有一个睛天霹雳的消息
（晴天霹雳是说不好的而已吗？我的不懂是好是坏涅~）

本来而已决定了不要intern的了
因为intel reject了我
carsem又没复我哦
project的那个好像不想请这样
又想到我朋友每天去缠着那个讲师才有得做
真的一百巴仙放弃了的
还打算去云顶做工
（我 ♥ 云顶~）

可是昨天放学的时候酱刚碰到那个讲师
然后他就跟我讲有project问我要不要跟他做哦
他说他拜四send email给我到拜一我都没有复哦
（我很串~XD）
其实是我没有check email啦~

那时我真的不懂怎样答他
他就叫我想下先咯
可是他开出的条件真的有点不大好咧
就是
自己一个人做final year project
他说
还小咩要两个人一起做
==

可是我还没找他谈咯
因为我开出的条件也不比他的好
就是
只要做八个星期哦
（两个月也可以啦~XD）
可是他不懂要不要虽然他口口声声说你喜欢你喜欢
我怕他觉得太短哦
因为大多数人都做四个月哦

但是我朋友也是跟他的做三个月
我朋友的project会比较长哦他说
所以我做两个月应该不过分hor???

如果他说两个月很短的话我都不懂怎样好噢~
如果他叫我做三个月
我应该直接说不要还是说再考虑看看？？
当着他的面这两个我都肯定说不出口咧~
怎么办啊？

这个project破坏了我放假的计划咯
但是可以为以后铺路啦
因为现在跟他以后final year project也是跟他
他这样随和
应该怎样都好过其他老师咯
其实真的没什么不好咯
如果给我两个月的话...............................

三个月？
我真的不懂要不要
其实超不想的
可是为以后
嘿~~
怎么办？
不要？
还是要“鬼叫你X阿，顶硬上！”？
（X我不知要填什么啦又不关穷事~）

so,
hope thing can really go smooth like what i really want =)
2month lar 2month lar 2month lar~

im死蠢！

@#$%^&*(
im so angry now leh~
call me sei chun call me 盲婆pls~
>.<

today test not so hard i also can wrong one~
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
geik sem lor...

got one there write use output as input signal
i totally not see dao i go use input as input signal~
W.R.O.N.G!
got one there dint ask me calculate the V pun
i go zi zo duo qing calculate all 3V cum out~
W.R.O.N.G again!!

n hor i duno i write so much notes for wat~
he jz simply give the question that use formula oni...
i copy like hell
others ppl say dint read dao dint copy any words of notes can score better than me too
walaueh~
tell me how u feel with it!!!
like a sei chun ar really...
ppl dint laugh at me i also laugh at myself lor~
copy so many words inside still lose to ppl dint copy any word de~
hmg sei dou mou yong lar~
ngo hei zheng sei chun!!

stress again n again n again?

im so stress now~
stress but i still no mood to study
how come ya?
gonna crazy soon...
everyday fb fb fb oni
so lesssssssss study
tomoro exam
4unit course...
see how im gonna to be die tomoro~

well,
now im considering to cry to release my stress inside my heart
it is the G.R.E.A.T way for me to release my stress...
=)

but i feel i cant cry out~
juz not such feeling wanna be cry
>.<
stress,
pls leave me alone i no nid ur accompany all the way!!!

p/s: damn nid to find a place and shout out loud without care others ppl looking at me~
/@\

s.c.u.b.a

haiz~
at 1st wanna go for scuba practise tomoro~
ady write name for it on monday~

but now im in special days cnt go liao
and i cnt inform my lecturer also~
iiiiiiiiiiiiish~
he still say that after write name must go but now me.............

HOW???????????

who cn tell me wat shud i do?
juz wait tomoro go n then tell him the truth...
altough he is so nice when lecture
but he ady mention b4 write liao name must go on that day
that y im so worry bout it~
if this week cnt go have to wait two more weeks oni cn...
=(

lab~

today have lab...
when we reach there the lecturer still nt yt reach then we start to try to do...
after 15 minutes he came in and then start to teach us how to do it~
I feel great bout it~
he explain liao 15minutes then he try to show us how to do...
he try n try n try n try n try....
try try try...
try try try...
at last he tell us:
u all do it urself 1st...
@#$%^&
bcoz he cnt do it n ask us to try it ourselves 1st?
what a gud lecturer wei...
try liao many tms also cant get then ask us try to do it ourselves...
he said he teach liao more than 10years this subject?
i pei~
3hours lab at last 20minutes oni i get it...
a thng wich cn get it in 3minutes if u knw to solve it n i use 2.5hours~
Hooray to the lecturer~~~~
done more lab then i will look older faster juga...
>.<
ps:rushing rushing...finish sent out 2letter to intern de...now gonna study lar~

读书～

喂～
够左咯
死蛇烂鳝左两个礼拜是时候要好好读书左咯
听日开始真的要好好读书
唔可以再每天都訓十几个钟左
唔可以再整日上网打麻将咯
不可以再这么松懈了咯
我读书的mood快点翻来啦
你去左边？
但是都唔知读什么好～
有边个行下好心话卑我知啊？
283啊？
283是唯一可以读下的咯虽然那个老师好鬼钟意扯话题～
281啊？
281又没有课本真的不知他讲紧么！lecture note短到简直是超级浓缩版...sienz到啊妈都唔认得～
205啊？
205好鬼多唔明一下...
207啊？
207书又无，读么鬼？
104啊？
104是我最想攻的咯但是个本书好像我手指尾长度甘厚又无可能整日带上带落的...
明天就在学校的话攻283或者205咯～
无计左～
=）
而家读下akaun先～

intern?project?

现在要开始考虑要去哪里实习咯～
烦咧～
到底去那些公司实习好还是跟讲师做project比较好咧？

@地点
---实习：
最好就近的咯...eureka那边？就是usm里面的公司...可是又不懂有什么公司....怡保有很近我姨家的carsem可是我舅说要jelapang的比较好可是jelapang很远一下咧～不然penang的话就一定是工业曲bayan lepas咯～可是好像也有点远...
---做project:
在usm里面，交通也方便很多咯...

@时间
---实习：
我只是想做大概两个月或更少的而已...听他说他的朋友做六个星期而已，爽死了那样的话...可是没有理由我寄信去问工的时候问他们是做多久的吧？这样很搞笑...
---做project:
听说很长的咯～如果一粒跟我讲说是四个月我嘛siao ki?

@以后
---实习：
如果以后是出去工厂做工的话就现在实习比较好咯～
---做project:
如果现在做project的话final year project也是continue回这个的...光是这个point我就觉得蛮赞的！然后可能你要再读master,phd的话就用回这个topic...
（虽然现在我蛮有心要再读的，也想过出来后做lecturer可是以后的事谁知啊？！唉～）

可是现在要怎样找工才是最大的问题～做project的话又不懂有哪一个lecturer才有的做...
怎么办？
那一个比较好？
还有第三个选择的
就是两个都不要然后在家睡觉咯因为我的intern是optional的嘛～
可是第三个选择对以后很亏～
选选选啊！

happy?worry are much more rite now...

result out jor~
get a shock bcoz nvr imagine can get that result again
then i call baby zei~
but my happiness juz stand for a minute
he score not so gud
but actually i feel bio student this sem mark not so high,
maybe too strict jor
now worrying him much more than my happiness jor
haiz~
but what to do?
i have promise him to let him calm down once he not happy
hope he can faster happy "fan" lar~
waiting u to find me bec when u feeling u are better...
okay?
im always beside u...
we same same gambateh in next sem~
still have 3sem...
everything will be so fine de...
dun sad again~~~
=)

考完试啦~~~~

哈哈哈~
终于给我等到这一天了~
考完试啦！
虽然这次考到不是很理想
但是至少考完咯~
不用日夜颠倒了
又可以去玩
哈哈~
想到都爽~

嗯嗯嗯~
这次放假我要
--〉唱K （这是一定要的）
--〉跟老友们去玩
--〉去shopping
--〉跟家人去bali岛
--〉想去新加坡玩
-->做两三天工
--〉减肥（咔咔~）
--〉睡到够本
--〉染头发？（看看吧~）

要做完这些东西！！！
放假，
我来了！

thermo

oh my god!
tell me why am i so stupid!
thermo~
am i 前世踩亲你条尾？

why two times i feel i know to do the marks also so beh kua?
both time i also feel i wrong one Q oni but marks 60-70 like that...
i know 1subjective Q marks weight so high~
then it is ok
but WTH i try do all the Q i also can solve?
prove prove prove prove prove prove prove
prove liao 1hour also prove bu dao!
nt prove bu dao
is that i really duno how to turun tangan start to solve it!

gud~
juz finish exam bec this paper...
gud~
everybody seem like the paper so easy to score
look so happy
gud~
congtraz them...

me?
die 99~
one Q so easy i duno do
one Q past year have but i dint see...
who wanna congtraz me?
beh tahan myself...
if ppl duno do i also duno do nvm lor...
but nw ppl knw do juz i duno do...
the grade sure pull up ad...

me desire thermo grade drop drop drop again..
at 1st think thermo look nt so difficult
aim A-
then after test1 n test2
aim B+
now aim B~

prefer vector than it nw
make me geik sem~
heart also feel pain when i knw i so stupid~
T.T

oni way is to tell myselF
" dun so greedy lar...pass ad ok lor..."
(无哩大志~）

210 n 206 pass~

haiz~
finish two subject liao...
but duno why exam 1st paper i stil blur blur like that...
until 2nd paper till half oni i feel im awake~

but 1st paper will die...
test so easy but final so hard
swt that lecturer...
luckily my coursework marks quite high at least cn help me abit
aboh i straight X_X DIE!!!

sumthng so easy i also dun think tio~
haiz
think dao also geik sem...
path deformation ar...
differentiate n subs 0 ady can but i think tio wanna expand it so long then i jump it!
arrrrrrrrrrrrgh！
wat happen on me!

then 206 stil ok
but i am so wonder why i write wrong topic again
actually juz write wrong a bit
and why i will draw wrong karnaugh map?
i think that karnaugh map is so easy to draw but i still can draw wrong!
WTH am i?
huh~

juz nw sleeping still nonstop dreaming that this question get wrong that question get wrong!
feel im really too stress liao this sem...
duno is bcoz of last sem get gud result so this sem so stress
or two heavy paper so too stress...
haiz

now i think dao my cgpa duno wanna drop how many i also paisheh liao lor...
bye bye to dean list
n even bye bye to 3.50~
>.<
T.T

stupid pil

oh my god!
cheong yuit ling
are u eating shit this few days?
all the past year u do all must wrong one for the 210~

the subject that u most proud with it,
but what the shit have u eating until now done every question like shit!
no one of the question u can done without careless mistake!
before do it so confident,
do 1 question drop 10% confident n so on and so on!

and now see weichun's answer
the confident really bla bla sheng drop until zero and even more than it!
it is -ve now!!!!
before so confident but now damn scare of it!!!
wonder who give me eat liao stupid pil!
>.<
so geik sem arrrrrrrrrrrrgh!

第一科

知道第一科的成绩了
coursework的分数而已啦
没有A
差一点点
唉~
笨~

迟早一天不懂会不会傻掉
正所谓
“人是向前望的”
之前拿到deanlist了
对自己的要求也高了
更难达到自己想的东西
如果一直这样下去嘛惨？

23.6/30
如果只以前的我已经很满足咯
（不过还是要看看有多少人高分过我先）
可是现在就想到coursework没有A
final就更难追去A了

不过想想
之前103也是23点多
最后也是A
同样的老师
希望我也会有和上个sem同样的命运

可是考完test以后
一直peh到现在
一蹶不振
唉~
final要怎样追咧？
还有两个星期而已阿~

明天开始要收拾心情了~
*希望*
拜托我自己了~

压力篇

终于有时间写blog了~
这星期考了四个试
连着下一天一个
差点把我压到呼不到吸了
(虽然我每天还是睡很多）
赫赫~

最近虽然我也蛮压力的
可是看到我的coursemate那些好像比我压力多了~
压力的我还是睡午觉，看戏，msn个不停的
之前我也以为他们其实也是那样的
可是
经过两次这么难的考试后每个人好像再也压抑不住他们的压力了

连平时嘻嘻哈哈的ik也变得不说话了
更不用说平时时常担心的kky
连神也超大压力的作出超不可思议的恐怖事

我的vector也死了
考完试要教考卷的那一刻真的有要哭的感觉
少少而已啦
因为我对这张纸真的超没信心
一直死背
一进到去真的也快怕到忘光了所有东西
在外面时也一直觉得只有我一个人超怕的
别人超镇定的
不懂该不该说还好
他们很多也是不会做

再加埋thermo
全部快爆发了
敲头系列来了
这次还把电话都丢坏
==
要这么严重吗？
电话很贵的neh~

可是现在考完所有事总算告一段落
（Test的事而已）
final时不懂会不会历史重演
最好不要啦

希望大家以后也不要这么压力了
很恐怖咧这样
虽然我那天不在现场

p/s:刚才看到他们在一起
心也觉得很欣慰
少少事而已不要那么看不开~

没时间了。。。

alot test is coming...
im feel that im lack of time liao...
alot thing to rush in these two week...

1.lab report (will eat me 8hours too except ik do 1st let me see..=p）
2.assignment 210 (will eat me at least 8hours to solve so i think)
3.tutorial 212 (havent read how to do?)
4.preparation for management test (revision)
5.preparation for 210 test (1chapter havent touch yt and revision)
6.preparation for 211 test (2chapter havent touch yt,copy lecturer notes,revision)
7.preparation for 212 test (1chapter havent touch and revision)
8.preparation for 206 test (1chapter havent touch and revision)

and i have to do all of these in within 2weeks...
(start from today to 21oct)
@.@

blur blur blur...
wondering shud do which one 1st...

haiz~
why so much work come to me in this two week?
hw cn i finish it since now im addicted to fb gamble game?
cn the time stop flying like an arrow?
gai liao~
>.<

doing lab report~

what cn make me concentrate study?

haiz~
nowadays really x so much heart to study
especially after i moved out from hostel

it is because it is so near from lecture hall
so i will go back home always instead of stay at library as b4
and
it is streamyx supply here
so i cn watch youtube pps and so much without blocking as i stay at hostel

it just too much of attraction that make me no heart to study
i can feel i already lazy so much liao
especially this two days
haiz~

i can predict this sem result will quite worse
u all dont think that i always say like this but result still gud
bcoz last sem i predict my self will get a quite gud result b4 exam and finally i gt
but i wont happen at this sem if i keep on lazy like this

this few days hor,
like got so much resistance~
lab result like damn not accurate,
essay like a sh*t,
thermo dont know it say what,
vector no study at all after test and i just see it just now
it take me 1day to read 2pages,
on my god~

keep on like this i will say bye to my cgpa~
eieieieiei~
it's time to wake up lor
exam timetable ad cum out liao u still so free?
wake up wake up~
concentrate study lar~
this sem ad score so bad in test liao still dunwan study?
go go go~
now~
*doing report*

essay writing

今天考essay writing~
死了。。。
那个作文写到好像小学生都比我还好那样。。。
呜~
我到底是不是大学生阿？
进了usm令我最后悔的莫过于要拿马来文英文啦！
别的u都不用的~
马来文拿到c+，
但这次英文都不懂pass不pass到阿！
很想找个方法来发泄但不懂要怎样发泄阿！
很死笨啊我！
我要写残忍的写到去暴力！
跟这个sem比起来我超喜欢上个sem的题目拉！
benefit of telecumuting~
埃~
我很想死啊！
写到很差了还要写错point的意思~
elaborate又好像没有elaborate那样！
啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊阿啊~
到底现在我应该怎么办啊？
是不是应该收拾好心情等下个sem再拿过阿？
T.T
很想骂粗口阿！
哭又哭不出！
我又不贪心，
有c-就好了，
可是我还有可能有c-吗？
没有了。。。
真的没有了。。。

210 Test~

test test test test test test又来了~
tsunami又打到来了！
不知怎样死咯~
做assignment一题都要一个钟，
又大把的careless mistake，
又水蛇春甘长，
一整页分左右这样做都要超过一页，
真的没做过这样长的数学拉！
他都不懂是不是数学狂，
一直说做少一行她就不改，
人家去present她就一定要找到人家一个错误才肯罢休！
唉~~
4个unit哒~
这个sem吃饭吃粥就靠晒它的了啦~
但是我怕我一个钟的test有4，5题我就只是做了一题而已咯~
因为又要试下要用哪一个method才对。。。
如果真是甘的话就真是收山下个sem再来都得咯~
（哈哈~好生活化的语文）