LSP402

today morning juz saw a "wu ya"...
after that really nothing good happen at me...
8am de english class:
my teacher is asking us to give her the oral topic today...
the 1st topic that i give ---> how to lose weight (she say talk about something that we are interested in)...
but she did not accept my topic and asked me to find a topic again since the topic like an advertisement...
it is fine!
then i give the 2nd topic ---> how to conduct oneself in an interview...
she did not accept it again because she will teach it later (yet my friend was using this topic last semester but his lecturer accept it)...
it is fine too!
but something that not fine is happen after she banned my idea...
she said : i think u all are not go to find a topic seriously...
in my mind : Wat the hell!im so serious u know?i try to find the topic after the 1st day having her class...everday stay at library downstair there to find a topic that suitable...like this called not serious?

*now has a stupid lady that talking at phone so loudly like here is not library!@#$%^&*

continue,
i just really wanna to cry out at that time...
what i dint like not the factor of "no face",
juz have a feeling that when you are pay so hard to do some tasks but the result is more worst than the people that juz pay two day work...
another example is my essay...
trying day-to-day to find the content and what should i write in the essay but what i get?
c-...
hoooooooooooooooo~
it juz really make me damn worry...
what i worry is will i fail this paper?
it just make me so stress...
i pay damn hard on it but what return to me is hurt me damn hard and damn stress me...
i hate english!
i hate any language course!
why am i at USM since others U student dint have to take the language course?
i just really dunno what should i do on improve my english so that i can pass this course since i know im damn worst in essay writing for my whole studylife...
OMG!
T.T...